Friday, June 15, 2007

Pissed Off And Happy

Well, I emailed them, and they responded. A letter was mailed out today informing me that they hired somebody else for the job. So, naturally, I am pissed and feel like a loser.

But, strangely, I am also happy that I shall remain where I am. How dichotomous.

Well, now the entire reason for this blog is painfully brought back to my attention. I need to learn my damn programs, and maybe this job won't be such a stressful son-of-a-bitch.

JARED! We only have 2 months for me to learn lots.. .so teach me, before you go off to be a cyclone. I'll try to be a good pupil.

FUCK. How funny to be both pissed and joyous. This is a new one.

So I tried to run away and didn't make it. But I happen to know there will be another opening next year that I'll probably go for, so I just gotta hang out for another year and be good.

HAHAHA. That's funny. I feel like it's becoming opposite day. I think I'll test out that first amendment and get called in to the office a few more times this next year. ...then they might not want me to stick around so much. . . oh, I didn't blog about that one. . .yet.

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